FITTING IN
He was a garage mechanic/welder from the rural south, this young male energy in his late 20s to early 30s.  He revealed a road next to a culvert, a washout, and then he said he “disappeared.”  He wanted it made known that he loved his job, his community, and always did right by his customers.  But he was very different from his community and did not fit in.  He was never “one of them” which brought him great emotional isolation.  He pretended to be like those around him, but he was completely and forever different and lacked the tools to reveal the secret he’d kept his entire life. 
 During his earth life he had advanced knowings, understandings and spiritual visions.
He was afraid and intimidated by his inner life and kept quiet in order to fit in.  He lacked the means and knowledge on how to liberate himself from the confines of his small community’s belief systems.   
 He fits in where he is now.  From his current perspective he understands that wearing a thick mask—hiding who you are—is deeply, personally damaging, not only on the earth plane but damages (impedes) the/your future.
 He sees now that he could have begun educating about his advanced understandings.  Not only would the process of educating have strengthened him, it also would have served a higher spiritual good for everyone around him.
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 JIM
Jim, a young dairy farmer, helped his dad run the modest operation.  He died in his early 20s from an injury to his leg that became infected and compromised his entire body.  Like the mechanic/welder, Jim also had elevated spiritual understandings that he did not discuss with anyone on the earth plane.
 When Jim was 11 someone came into his bedroom one night and did “horrible things” to him.  He did not elaborate or name the predator.  He never told anyone of this incident.  But that night lived in the pit of his stomach and continues to live there even as he is in spirit.
 Jim says that the dairy farm is now very successful and his parents live in a mansion-type home with tall pillars out front.  Jim showed me how he is a presence in and around the home, standing taller than the house outside and radiating love and protection.
 When children are visiting the house, Jim is inside emanating a fiery red energetic presence with fiercely protective energy.  This is how he is resolving the pain he still carries from being molested as a little boy.  He maintains a presence of love and protectiveness in the home, watching over visiting children, along with his mother.
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GENTLE GREEN
Gentle Green, a healer woman somewhere in her 50s – 60s, connected with the Creole energy of pine trees and meandering waters of the Bayou.  She was a handsome woman—a plain-dressing, churchgoing woman—with high cheekbones and soft piercing eyes.  They call her Gentle Green because she has a kind heart and green is the color of the heart charka—the center of love.  Some called her a witch doctor because she used herbs and tinctures for healings.  Gentle Green was bitten by a poisonous spider or snake and passed as a result.
 Gentle Green lived with a partner who would not allow any light to flow into the house, both literally and figuratively.  The house was always dark, the curtains always drawn. She says that wounds of the soul from the earth plane carried into the spirit plane take a very long time to heal.
 People are trying to “contact” her, but Gentle Green does not want to be contacted.  She says she does not have their answers and needs time to heal the many wounds in her own soul.  She asked to be left alone, reiterating that “wounds of the soul take a long time to heal.”
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 “PAUL BUNYAN”
He worked in logging or building mountain structures (bridges) this rugged mountain man who showed up sporting a hefty beard and wearing a plaid, flannel shirt saying he always wanted to be Paul Bunyan.  Only he wasn’t.  His passing is related to a pain in his left temple.
As he grew older, “Paul Bunyan” began shrinking physically.  And to his amazement, as the image of Paul Bunyan began disappearing, this once rugged mountain man had nothing left.
 This spirit energy now looks back in astonishment at how he wasted his time on the earth plane being someone he wasn’t.  He kept repeating, “How about that?” as if he couldn’t quite believe how it all worked out for him, how he never looked any further than his Paul Bunyan fantasy.  And then his earth life was over.
 “Paul Bunyan” can’t seem to make peace with all he could have done, but didn’t do.  He now sees very clearly that there was more for him, but at the time he just assumed that pretending to be “Paul Bunyan” was all there was to do.  The make believe Paul Bunyan is shocked at how wrong he was and left asking, “How did I miss so much????”
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 SKI-DOO
 One year ago today (6.15.18) a young man, 19 or so, died in a Ski-Doo (Jet Ski) accident.  In physical life, he was devoted to wild life rehabilitation, particularly large raptors.  Strangely, it was not the young man who connected, rather his grandfather who is also in spirit. 
 The grandfather said that his grandson is still in the process of healing spiritually.  Evidently when he passed, the young man was suffering from a broken heart relating to a break-up with someone he deeply loved.
 On this day—the anniversary of this young man’s unexpected transition—Grandfather wants his family to know that their young man is deeply involved in working with animals in-spirit who are in need of spiritual rehabilitation, and has a special fondness for a particular bald eagle.  Both are well on the way to healing.
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 CHILDREN IN-SPIRIT PLANE
Over the years I’ve been introduced to many different planes (areas of higher consciousness existences).  These planes are as vast and varied physically, spiritually and experientially as any locale on this earth plane.
 This week I was introduced to Children In-Spirit Plane.  On this plane children are nurtured and bathed in absolute love by “spirit mothers” (not defined as female) when those children have been separated physically from their earth parents/earth loves and are suffering from that loss.
 This absolute love is given as needed and lasts for the duration (as defined by each child spirit).  These children (age does not particularly identify the child; rather the child-identity appears to be based on need) are surrounded by loving, loving energy given personally and individually—love as warm and safe as sitting on a grandma’s lap.
 The loving energies providing this warmth and nurturing are wholly and completely dedicated and devoted to loving spirit children (the heart of a suffering child in any body).  That is the purity of their entire purpose.
 Namaste

In-Spirit Message
The fundamental purpose of inter-consciousness/spirit energy communication is
development of a deeper understanding of truth and evolution. 
You don’t fit truth into your perception—truth expands your perception.
 
If a message resonates with you despite unrecognizable details, the message is for you.
 
TWIN PUPPIES
Two puppy twins (pups from the same litter) with light brown fur connected.  Though they weren’t puppies, they were older dogs the size of Labradors, and passed of natural causes.  Their Person of Love raised them since they were puppies.  Both puppies slept on the same blue tartan plaid cushion that someone made for them.  A parrot also lived with them.
 
The puppies are very concerned about their Person of Love—an African American woman in her 30s with long black braids down her back—since she is still very sad over their deaths.  The puppies see that their POL is developing anger and they’re afraid that she will get an attitude and harden her heart to love.
 
The puppies want their POL to get two new puppies that she can love like she did them.  They want her to know that there are puppies out there that need her love.  They say these puppies will come to her/be offered to her by some connection to softball/baseball/Little League.
 
The twin puppies hope their Person of Love will say “yes” to love.
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3 SISTERS PLUS 1 SISTER
A deeply spiritually evolved female energy connected saying that she’s achieved the Silver Level (although I don’t know what that means) through experience and study.  This energy is a high-level clairvoyant on the spirit plane.  She left behind a family of (at least) three sisters, all spiritual women.  It appears that the family is African American.
 
One sister’s name sounds like Tina/Teenesha/Teeny.  This Silver Level spirit energy showed this sister with a bandana across her mouth indicating that she needs to modulate her voice and moderate what she says, which can come across as cruel when that is not her intention.  By taking this step, Tina/Teenesha/Teeny would not feel like she is always being misunderstood.
 
This Silver Level energy says she observes her family and appears to have been assigned/or taken responsibility for being a spiritual guide for her sisters.  She continually tries to encourage her sisters with the sense of her presence.  She has heat energy surrounding her and her family members may experience her presence as the feeling of a hot flash!
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SOCIAL CRITIQUE
MENTAL HEALTH
An energy of light connected with this message:
Mental Health is freedom. 
 
Mental Illness is entanglement. 
 
UNRAVEL.
This light energy showed me a dull, greenish blue, interior door from a modest 1800s to early 1900s house.  This muted door slowly opened revealing medical professionals (signified by white lab coats) down a long, dark hallway working in the shadows of medieval energy.

The social critique (evaluation) from this higher level consciousness energy is that our culture refuses to acknowledge the simplicity of unraveling the entanglements of mental illness all the way back (to where it began in the person’s life).  The answers are in the light.  All must be in the light.  Obfuscation of the light (truth) creates the energy of darkness—darkness creates the energy of illness.  The energy of light creates health.  Freedom is in the light.
   
Namaste

In-Spirit Message
 The fundamental purpose of inter-consciousness/spirit energy communication is
development of a deeper understanding of truth and evolution. 
You don’t fit truth into your perception—truth expands your perception.
 
If a message resonates with you despite unrecognizable details, the message is for you.
 
Received by khf Week of May 28, 2018
 
LIBBY’S DAD’S ANGER MANAGEMENT
 She reminded me of Alice In Wonderland as portrayed by Disney: blue dress, long blonde hair held back by a white band and radiating sunshine.  Libby was 12 years old when she passed from a head injury she’d sustained while playing roughhouse football.  Evidently she had been paralyzed in the misfortune, as she showed a contraption attached to her head, and lingered for sometime before her death.
 She has a sister Megan and a brother she showed wearing suspenders.  Libby and her dad used to love to go to football games together.  But her most favorite thing to do with her dad was to sit on his lap in the rocking chair on the large front porch of their farmhouse on summer evenings and watch the stars.  Her dad would always fall asleep and Libby would wake him up.  It was a game they played.  Since she’s passed, Libby has tried to play the same game with her dad.  He would wake up, but not know that it was her waking him up.
 Libby says that she is “not good” for her dad right now because he is furious over her death…scary furious.  She showed me her dad’s face distorted, with piercing, glaring red eyes.  Very scary to look at.  Libby believes that her memory is what is causing her dad’s fury, even though she is all light and joyful now.
 Libby is concerned that she be a “good” and positive influence for her dad, not a negative one that creates his fury.  She says that her dad’s anger is a block—that he can’t sense her or feel her radiance because of his anger.  Until her dad resolves and accepts the circumstances, he will continue to block her love for him.
 This summer if her dad sits on the front porch and looks up at the stars, Libby promises that she will be there.  When he falls asleep she will wake him up.  But before they can play her favorite game, her dad must resolve his anger and be willing to allow her love in.
 
Namaste